What we really can’t do without

The world is heating. Badly! I have felt it a lot during the last years, especially due to the fact that I hate heat. And I started observing and wondering what the real issue with the “global warming” is, what makes it such a fashionable subject lately.

The planet, our Earth is a few billion years old. I am pretty sure it was here before we even thought about organizing our own molecules into cells-organs-bodies-EGOs. And it will definitely be here after we are extinct too. It kind of has its own schedule and deadlines to follow (some pun intended with the deadlines), its own cycles, objectives, plans. Sounds like the Earth was a human being? Well, it is a living organism with its own creative and destructive cycles, so it looks and feels similar to a human being, with its regular mood swings.

Ever since the first humans started walking the Earth, they were unhappy. And I tend to believe that they were unhappy with their inner world, but, just like we do after hundreds of thousands of years, instead of dealing with their inner issues, our ancestors thought maybe it would be better to just… take over the outside world!

So people became unhappy with the crowds and the darkness and wetness in the caves, and they started building houses. They became frustrated that the fruits were not available to eat all year round, so they started hunting. The raw meat became unpleasant, so humans invented fire. Fires and houses needed trees to be cut and used. We started modelling the world around us to fit us, not thinking for a second that the ones that should change are actually, ourselves! We drifted away more and more from our inner world and feelings, became more and more unhappy overall, and we blamed the world outside ourselves for that. And we reached on to a slippery path where the more we drift away from our feelings, the more we don’t want to take a look at ourselves and our thoughts and believes, the more we are frustrated, the more we ask for outside goods to make us feel better. And the more we drill, cut, harvest from the Earth to our own benefits! Only because instead of changing and managing ourselves and our inner world: perception, thoughts, wishes, values, we chose to look the other way, and change the world surrounding us according to our desires. But the only true change can be only within, if we try to impose it on to someone else, or to something else, including our own planet, we are on a safe path to destruction.

How would things be if we cared more about changing ourselves according to the planet, and not demanding that the planet changes to suit us better? How would it be if we could all just adapt to any elements, use whatever is provided directly from the nature, plant instead of cutting, base our every day life on what we can find available out there instead of creating what we want?

There is a fine line between what we need and what we want, and that line can easily be crossed with a misunderstanding of who we are, what our value and worth is and with an improperly used Ego.

But don’t worry, the planet can do without us, and probably one day it will. Unfortunately, we can’t do without the planet!

My Black Lady

I couldn’t have patience for the spring to come, so I started planting my tomatoes indoors. I thought that by the time they get bigger I will move them anyways in the garden, but I really needed to see green plants around me sooner, while there was still snow outside.
And now, my biggest tomato, my Black Lady, is more than one meter high. It doesn’t fit on the window sill anymore. It’s March already, I think I can move it outside.
So….I moved it outside, didn’t plant it, moved it with the pot. I didn’t pay enough attention, and while handling it, I broke it  I feel so sorry for it… I tied it up with a piece of cloth. I just hope it will survive. My Black Lady is now hanging literally on a thread. It’s already outside, in full sun. I am checking it every morning and evening.
Last night it snowed . And my tomatoes were all outside… I pray they didn’t freeze. I will plant them tomorrow in the garden, if the snow melts and if they still survive.
 three months ago I thought my Black Lady was gone – broken and frozen. Not it’s the biggets tomato in the garden, with almost two meters in height and it already has 50 fruits on it 
I don’t think I mentioned until now it’s a black cherry tomato plant  That is why I call it my Black Lady. Today, I harvested and ate directly on the spot the first ever tomato grown in my garden: a black cherry tomato. It tastes wonderful, very sweet, like a combination between an apple, a tomato and a strawberry, with the texture of a plum. Sure, it’s not the regular and traditional tomato, but I never expected that! I planted only “weird” tomatoes, that I can’t find next door.
And by Black Lady has been a warrior all along! I am so proud of it that I won’t cut it and I tend to let it grow as big as it wants before next winter comes.
So the facts are like this, after a hot and long summer: my lady grew up to three meters and a half, gave me more than 90 small cherries, and was the center piece of my garden  So…who said tomatoes were fragile? All they need is love is carrying  And sun, of course 

Forsaken but not Abandoned

It was in February that I chose my tomatoes seedlings and disposed of the rest properly, meaning in my front flower garden 
It was good flower soil in the pots so it seemed more that appropriate to dump it there. Plus I threw all the small and insignificant seedlings that were not big enough to be replanted for the spring.
A very cold end of February came along, making me sure that none of the seeds or seedlings would survive, so the garden was clear for only flowers.

Two weeks ago I started looking at my flowers as they were starting to bloom and grow. Such a nice view and…such a surprise! There were tens of small tomatoes seedlings!!! I first thought they were weeds  and wanted to take them out, but I felt my hands were smelling like tomatoes  so… I left them there. If they wanted to grow even under those conditions, even after I threw them away, who am I to take their right to live? For sure I didn’t help them, just caused more trouble, and yet they found a way.

I thought that after the first wave of cold at the beginning of April I lost all my orange tomatoes. I had a few seedlings still left in the house, but no orange ones. Those seeds were pretty hard to find and I could buy just a limited amount, around 25 seeds. I was really sad that I lost them and I wouldn’t have this year the same colorful basket of vegetables, but started to settle with the idea.
Until I looked again in my flower garden! There are all the orange seedlings that I threw away in the winter and that are now just around the right size to transplant in the vegetable garden! They are already used to the sun, so I won’t get them burnt by long exposure (like I did with my second round of seedlings when I took them out from the house directly to the garden  ) and they will catch up with the ones that are already blooming in no time.
I threw them away but I was inspired enough to keep them the second time they wanted to live. I was sad about losing my orange tomatoes but now I have them again, big and ready to bare some fruits  I wonder what other things I threw away but I was lucky enough to get them back?

Weeds!

I literally can’t stand their sight! They take all the light and nutrients from my so-cherished plants. Sometimes I think that if we could eat weeds, they wouldn’t grow so fast anymore  just to make us go crazy!
I dug all spring just to see…more weeds! And the past few days have been rainy as hell! Guess who grew up wonderfully? The weeds, of course! Not the tomatoes, not the corn, onions or the green bells! No, the weeds! And the earth is still too moist to start taking them out manually. I am literally furious. They irritate my eyes and I can’t even see my seedling anymore in the forest of weeds!
It has been sunny the last two days, the soil has dried a little so I can enter the garden. The weeds!!! They are gigantic. It will be a painstakingly job, but I have to do it, today they die!
I start pulling them out, one by one, by hand. I don’t hear or see anything around me anymore. I feel awkwardly at peace, like in a meditation state. It takes me a few minutes to realize that they come out very easily, because the soil is still moist enough no to break them. So they come out with the entire roots. And if catch them in the right way I can take more out with one move. Because they are bigger I can deal with them easier… I never thought about that!
So sometimes…you have to let the weeds grow big enough on order to weed them 

The Never-Give-Up Vegetables

I am staring into my garden… trying to find any bloody weed to pull it out. I can’t stand them at all, but I think that is already obvious  As I roll my eyes around, I find an onion. In the wrong place!!! How in the world did that get there? I dug that area over and over again, all spring long before planting anything there. And I planted spinach and corn, no onions, so how in the world did that red onion get there? I didn’t even plant red onions, only yellow and white ones. I think I should mention that all winter long I threw in that corner the leftovers from all the vegetables I used. Red onions too… Amazing or not, from the leftovers of red onions, one caught roots and started to grow. This little one must have been a fighter! I am definitely leaving it there! It fought so long to grow and root that I am not going to spoil it. Until later in the summer, that is 
And I was mentioning my corn earlier. It seems it has also a surprise for me. Weird to say I know how many seeds I planted , exactly 6. But only 5 plants came out. That is for two months, because today I see the sixth one! It needed two more months to grow, but in the end this one too saw the light!
Should I mention that the tomato from my previous post made the most fruits out of all the tomato plants?
These vegetables are Never-Give-Up-ers  And I couldn’t be prouder 

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