Are you sure? Are you sure you are sure?

Universe: So… you say you want to get healed, hmmmm? Do you want to live a life of happiness and prosperity? Feel free and light, powerful and worthy, engaged and self confident?

Human: Aham! Yes, please, please, please! I will do ANYTHING!

U: Anything??? Sure???

H: Yes, yes, please, I really WANT it!

U: Don’t you mean You need it?

H: Whatever, just gimme!!! Now! Please! As soon as possible!

U: OK! Let’s play!

And so it begins! The journey to a lighter, nicer, more powerful and self confident YOU. Each time we declare something, just like when writing a code for software programming, the Universe (exactly like the program) will take our desires as absolute truth and start playing it’s role. If we say „Let’s dance”, the Universe takes us for a dance.

There is no right and wrong in the view of the Universe, all is equal and equally important. Our desire is a spontaneous trigger in the world around us. There is no coincindence, no mistake, no flaw. But just like a software program, the Universe returns us only calculations based on the input we give it. A good friend of mine used to tell me that a program, just like a book or anything else created by a person, is only as good as that person was at the time they created their stuff. Of course you write a book or some lines of code in one way when you are 20 years old, and in a totally different way when you 40 or 80 years old. What changes in between? All the choices we made, everything we triggered in the Universe and around ourselves, during all those years.

When we make a declaration as in „ I wish I had that…” or „ I wish I were in that place/position/situation/etc”, or even worse „ I will never do/want/say that again”, strongly connected to „ I wish I hadn’t done/said/took that decision”, the Universe starts working accordingly. Everything we think, feel and especially express, is released in the surrounding space and starts making waves, as in a lake, and wrinkles throughout space.

One of the „in trend” ideas is to get healed. Somehow, through a weird and very off set thinking process, we got to some conslusions:

• If we heal, we get everything we ever wanted (cars, looks, posessions, MONEY, relationships, etc)
• Once we heal, our job is DONE, therefor there is ONLY happiness and pink clouds from there on.
• If we heal, we can TAKE OVER the people around ourselves, show them who’s the boss and make them pay for everything they have done to us
• Once we heal, we get to retreat to a sunny island, live there laying on our backs for the rest of our lives while everything else will fall, by default, in it’s place.

With all due respect, none of the hypothesis mentioned above is true. Or, at least, not for our true self, even if it might sound right for the Ego.

Healing means breaking loose from the Ego, as the Ego is the shield we put up to endure the world and the lens we use to judge it. Healing comes with uncovering all those hidden corners, cleaning up all the basements of our minds, throwing away all that we valued as treasure, but is, in fact, trash!

Healing means we put up our sleeves and we start working on ourselves. The stronger the Ego, the harder the work, but we mustn’t, by all means, look into fighting it. The Ego is made out of struggle and fight, and will always thrive and enjoy a good fight. And we might even lose the fight, because we should know better, we built it to be strong and withold all that life threw at us.

Healing is like a process in which you perform surgery on yourself (sometimes with help, sometimes on your own): it hurts in the begining, and, depending on the Ego’s strength, it hurts more or less, for a shorter or a longer period. Some people are not ready for that or they get scared, and that’s OK. If we all healed at the same time, this place called Earth would probably be left without a meaning for humans, as this is our playground. We come here to learn, experiment, play in the mud. But just like with kids, from time to time we have to wash ourselves and take a little bit of care of ourselves. Or…just grow the layer of mud on our skin, until it becomes the Wholy Grail of our Ego.

Healing is a process that needs to be done on the soul’s pace, on a convenient rhythm for all three: soul, mind and body. It triggers memories, makes us reevaluate stories, especially OUR OWN story, it makes us doubt past choices, future choices, the meaning of life itself. And that’s OK too. This is how it’s suppose to happen: it’s suppose to shake you to wake you up. Sometimes we even have to demolish completely, do some repairs at the very foundation of our being, so it also takes a quite impressive amount of energy. But it’s also not hard! Once we get ourselves into inertia, it gets easier and easier every time to heal a bad memory, a trauma, a missconception about oneself. Another annoying thing that could happen would be for us to see our dark side, the shadows that we never recognized as belonging to us, because of various reasons. Now this one really hurts! Realising we also did stupid mistakes, bad things to other people, that we are not the victim saints we visualized ourselves to be in our minds. No, we are not perfect either, let’s not turn our every day Ego into a spiritual one: I am cleaning more than you, I am healing more than you, I am better than you! No no, we all have light and shadows, we all use both of them, we are all humans in the end. Healing time is a not a time to be bragging about, but one in which we must finally focus on ourselves. Healing is like defragmenting your computer and making it work better. It’s not about removing the „bad” and becoming all „good” and „saint”, it’s about looking ourselves in the eyes, sorting and properly placing onto drawers all the elements that define us, and using them properly.

And this… doesn’t end until we die. It doesn’t bring instant money, but brings, in time, prosperity and abundance. It doesn’t solve all our future conflicts, but helps us manage them better. It doesn’t punish people around us for „what they have done to us”, neither give us the Lottery jackpot and the possibility to live a life of total waste and expenditure.

But it helps our body function properly and physically heal. It helps us have good and meaningful relationships, good memories, a joy to go through life learning, excitements, energy and drive. Healing makes our souls feel better, and as the line says „On Earth as it is in Heaven, on the outside as it is on the inside”, our life on this planet would be improved.

Universe: Are you sure you are sure you are ready?